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boon yaO is moving out of OH..
why is everyone leaving huh?! everybody always pass by so fast that it is not even funny anymore. sometimes, i wonder why i even make good friends with other people if we;re just gonna get separated after all?.. im the type of person who really want to touch people’s lives especially when i make friends with and in the end, letting go and saying goodbye simple sucks!! of all times ive done it, im still not good at it. in fact, i hate it!
im scared. boon yao was like the closest guy i have here and he’s gonna move out. i dont know but im concerned coz im not sure if he is the type of person who’ll actually keep in touch. will he?……….. im soooo gonna miss him, you know?. i tell him alot of my things. all his "oh-kaaay" and shrugs. his nice hair. his, erm, nice body. our talks over the phone. his jokes. his stories. his one-liners. his live for music. his love for movies. the fun facts he tells me. or the gossips. who will i call down for breakfast, lunch, or dinner now? who will i complain to? who will give me songs for my ipod? what will happen to me and boon yao?… :’c
the gang i had is totally separated. and even if you tell me that we see each other like once in a while, i knoe that time will come when we wont even know each other’s names. the hostel will feel so empty and i will feel so alone. i know this is a part and parcel of life and i am not blaming anyone. i just want to say that it sucks – a Lot!! grrr..
well, be optimistic:
dont cry because it ended; smile because it happened.